Start working after maternity leave and BC surgery

It has been over 4 months since last time I went to work. The Breast Cancer surgery, short term disability leave, the child birth, the maternity leave, they added up the time.

In the morning I walked back in the office, everything seems so bright (the ceiling is high, the walls are super white, desks are white, kitchens are white) and I was having that strange feeling of everything is so familiar and alien.

I was put on two projects and one of them will be kicked off soon and it is nice to ease in it as I vaguely remember how things are supposed to be done yet still not 100% sure I got it. Of course I got it. The first month was a smooth ride and things just got blown up and changed in October so it was a really nice transition for me. I also feel working gives me more stable daily routines and really like the predictability part of it. Of course I missed the time with Kiki but mom is taking care of him so well.